Wednesday, March 4, 2009

IDIOT

I am a very irritable person naturally. I WISH this was not a trait that I possessed but I do. The thing is now with this pregnancy and extra stress everywhere (money, pregnancy problems, two year old) I am sooooo irritable. I don't know how to control it or keep it in check. Things just annoy the hell out of me now. And unfortunately, if something is annoying or irritating me I can't just keep it to myself. I have to let it out. Poor George gets all the vent sessions, that is if I can control not actually telling the actual person who is irritating me. I can see myself getting irritated and know that it is for a ridiculous reason and I can't make it go away. Things that happened ions ago will suddenly pop up in my head and I will get so upset. How do I release this? Do I need some happy pills? Can you even take them when you are pregnant? Do I tell my OB about this? GRRR...

2 comments:

J said...

It sounds like you need some kind of outlet. Find something that you feel good doing and release all your pent up frustration and energy into that. Like painting or crafting or reading or writing. I think venting on this blog is a good outlet. I wish I could give you better advice. :(

Together We Save said...

You should talk to your OB. Vent on your blog. I am a easily frustrated person and I take it out on the ones I love most at times. So if you find a great solution let me know.